It’s been a long time since I’ve sat down to write for this blog and as I type right now, I’m feeling awkward and “meh”. Does this mean that it’s the end of the road and that I should close another chapter in my life? I really don’t know…
I was thinking of writing anonymously and perhaps under a different genre altogether because I feel a bit suffocated by social media as a whole. I don’t feel like I can express myself without knowing that I will be judged or talked about , which really doesn’t bother me too much but there are people that I have cut out of my life over the past few years due to falseness and not having a lot in common (the PTA , school politics and discussing other mums just doesn’t do it for me as I’ve far better things to do with my time).
I also feel like there needs to be a part of me that no one around here needs to know about. My goals and aspirations change in a daily basis and that’s ok , but to have a space to explore those ideas without it being set in stone, is quite refreshing!
Or being able to write in a therapeutic way without airing my dirty laundry to those that know me.. just a place to really not give a fuck. Should I just keep this in the background or stick the fingers up at those who read this and form their opinions or create a space that details everything and enjoy the freedom it could bring?
There has been a lot going on over the past wee while and I’d love to write about it… I think a lot of folk would identify with some of my experiences both good and bad. Only thing is, do I want to commit to writing when I have so many other things going on in my life?
I think I should weigh up the pros and cons… it’s good that we can see who still reads our blogs even when we are no longer in touch with those who were just “too much” , high maintenance , judgemental and negative( thank you for recording location and IP addresses, stacounter).
Ahh, this will be something to mull over in the coming weeks…
Has anyone else been in a similar situation and if so, what did you decide and why?